d sPeciALhaPpeNinGs n maH LyF!!..

aHhmm..aNywayz..jUst waNna say suMthiNg ab0Ut h0w we ceLebrated 1 of maH best paLz b-day cELebrati0n bc0z iT was rILy great..We..hNU 5 rily nj0yEd 8 aL0t..8 waS n0T riLy a very biG CELebrati0n den..buT we maDe d wh0Le day m0Re nj0yabLe..

we sTartEd 8 wd m0vie marath0n den aTed s0me g0odies dat made oUr st0machz riLy fULL..aftEr which..we sh0wed grace oUr suRPrise gift 4 hr..sHe was riLy aMAzed wd 8..sHe ddNt expEct 8 fr0m us..8 was LiKE a vtR oR a cd..hEr pictUres fr0m her chiLdh0od up 2 d very day she became a Lady deN aLs0 add s0me vide0s wer we greEtEd hEr aNd oUr bEst wishEs f0r her as well..

d nExt sTuff..we PlaYed d tsat0,..hihihi..8 was rILy fUn nd d rEst oF d day WERe pictuRe taKing..dat..riLy maDe d day m0re nj0yable…

weLL,i’VE LearnEd dat n a deLebrati0n..8 d0Ezn min delici0us f0od and expensIve giftz bUt as L0ng as uR LuVd 1nz aRe wd u dUring dat  cELEbrati0n..iT wuD n0T jUst be grat..bUt rILy d BEST..

maH LiFe n0w seeMz..aaHhmm..just 0k!!..everyThinz d0in fyN..riLy!!,skuL,fRndz,b0yfrnD aNd faMILy..deRz n0thing riLy sPeciaL happEned..bUt sUMTymz..i riLy waNt sUmthing riLy nEw 4 mE!!..h0pe s0..anYwayz,me nd maH b0yfriend had ceLebrated 0ur 1st year annivErsary lAst m0nth..wd d stRUGGLes aNd trials we haVe passed in ouR reLAti0nship..i just caN’t imaGine we’ve bEEn 2seDe dz L0ng buT it reaLLy haPpenz..h0pe s0..l0ng m0Re years pah..sana d aq0w maGsawa..bc0z ders riLy a part 0f me Dat waNted 2 giVe him up..bUt stILL..i can’T..maYBe bc0z..derz n0 ris0n 4 me 2 LiVe him..hEz bEen s0 guD 2 me..h0pe Lng..he wUd neVer change!!..

aHhmmMm..vaCat!0n cUmz..n0ThiNg t0 d0..i aM s0 tiRed..waTchiNg sUch s2pId t.C. sh0Ws..LisTeniNg 2 mUsiCs..wHicha i’Ve heaRd ..i thiNk a mILLi0n TyMz naH..hehh..paRa kaSinG gr0UndeD eH..maH paReNts ..w0N’T trUsT me naH kAsi.aT d q cLa maSisisi..

0Ne tYm..i haD aN iDea oF fiNdiNg a sUmmer j0b paRa naMan mer0N diN aQnG pEra,.rYt?!..weLl, i 2 Ld maH L0L0 aB0Ut maH iDea aNd ..hE aGreEd..dEn wE b0Th aGreEd naH..magTRAbAH0 AQ SA iNtErnEt caFe naMin..s0Unds gReat,rYT?!..heheh..5% oF thE eARneD aM0Unt wUd bE miNe..aNd daTz a gret oFfeR..aNd i aCcePt it..aNd n0W..dZ s maH fiRst daY oF maH j0B..aNd i aM eNj0yiNg..aT maYpEra paH aq..i cUd bUy..waTi waNt..bUt d pR0BLem s..d nah kaMi maZyaD0ng maGkikiT naNg bF q..kaSi nGa baWaL eH..pEr0..daDaLAw naMan daW xa kUng miNsan kUng waLa maHpaRenTz w0n’t bE ar0Und//..wiSh mELLuCk sa baG0 k0Ng w0Rk..heheh..

huhuhu..i’M kinda tired naH ..anaLyzing sUch sTpId nUmbErs..kaHit san aQ tUmiNgin..Der r sUch sTupId pr0BLems  n skUl aNd oUtside d sKUL..huhu..tiRed bUt dErs aLs0 a fEELing naH kaYa paH..bUt i waSn’T xUr kUng kaYa q paH baH 2ng c0Rz k0..

after oL d0s faiLuRes daT i had jUst expEriEnCed..is iT a sIgn daT i d0 hav 2 giVe uP??..huhuh..i faILEd maH maJ0r subject and i d0 tHink..i d0n’t haVe any cHance 2 paSs tHat sUbJect..huhuhu..iT rILy hurts bUt i d0 have t0 aCcept it..m0Re tHan haLf oF our cLass faiLed tHat subjEct..dEn jUst a h0Ur ag0..i cRied i fr0nt oF oUr claSs and wd maH sh0p tEacher..(s0brang naKakahiya)..jUst bEcaUse..i wAs’t aBLe t0 pErf0Rm c0rreCtLy oUr skiLL tEst examinati0n..and i waSn’T abLe 2 udeRstand it..aT isa paH..oUr teacHer aSkEd mE s0me s2piD qUesti0nz,..dEn i waS’t aBLe 2 aswer him baK..i d0n’t kn0W h0W t0 react n fr0nt oF him..kaYa i crIEd naH Lng..aFter daT sEssi0n..i aSkEd 4 aN ap0Logy..kaSi..parang iTs an isuLt n hiS paRt p0h kaSi naH..1 oF his sTuDentz..d0Es’nt uderstand his disCussi0n..

hahYzzz..is iT riLy a sIgn naH baH naH i haVe 2 give uP??..s 8 tym 4 me t0 LiVe daT skUL and pR0Ceed an0Der c0Rz n s0me oDer coLleges hir..huhuhu..dEr stAndaRd is 2 hiGh..and i d0 Think..i d0n’T bEL0ng n daT sKUl..bUt nanghihinaYang rin p0h kasi aq sa oPp0RtuniTy eh..iT’z jUst..maRami kasi aNg gUs2ng maG-arAl dun bUt s0me didn’T paSs d etraNce exam..

Wat sHud i d0 p0H baH??..huhuhu..i was Thinking din kaSi,..i riLy didn’T giVe maH bEst kaYa naGkaganit0..huhuh

aFtEr a L0nG bReak..baLiK skUL naH naMan.hAHyz..kKapag0d..s0oo00 b0RiNg..i 2t..i wUd bE aBLe 2 sTuDy maH Less0nS bUt i was wR0G..i aM t0TaLLy aNd aBs0LuTELy a fReak..heheh..bItaw..i’m s0 tiRed oF oPenIng maH n0Tes aNd mEm0rIzIng f0RmULas wIch i rEALLyd0n’t uNdErstaNd..i haVe 2 lEarn h0w d0Es dat f0RmuLa aRriVed..bUt i waSn’T aBLe 2 sTUdy..haHayzz..kkPa0d taLaga 2Ng skUl naH..2!!..g0VerNmEnT nGa LnG pEr0..paRanG paNg eXcLusiVe sKuL aNg sTanDarDs niLa..huhhuhu..i aM sUPEr.tirEd nAh..pEw0..i d0n’T haVe aNy oDer ch0Ice..i’Ve g0T 2 sTuDy d0s..f0rMuLas aNd bLah..bLah..bLah..wELL, kaYa ..n0 qUestI0ns me..paG sa sKUL naMin gaLing sUm of d t0pnocHers sa b0aRd eXam nG enGinEEring..wELL, kUng maGsisikaP LaNg aq..mEr0n diN naMang bUnga eh..weLL, i riLy haVe 2 stUdy..hahayzz..

iSa pAh..t0mZ naH pAla UnG takTikaL naMin sa skUL..d q aLam kUng an0nG oUtc0me naNg iPrePreseNt naMinG mGa mEdics..weLL, GUdLucK naLng sa aMiN..*wink*

haHaYz..i caN’t bELieVe 8..hahyzz..icaN’t imaGinE maH LiFe n uBay?!..dEr miGht bE a p0SsibiLity daT we mIghT LiVe dER oR c0ntiNue mY sTuDiEs dEr..waT n hELL?!..daT pLacE s sUch a mEss..dEr r n0 maLLs, n0 c0mPuTers ..n sh0rT..LiFe tHere s s0oo000 diSguStiNg?!..l0nELy..4 xUr i wUd miSs maH LiFe hiR n 0Ur pLacE..i miGht nEvEr sEe maH frIeNds, n0 c0mmU at oL..waLa kasiNg cL!!..huhuhu..

\haHayz..i caN’t imaGine..kUng dUn aq maG-aaRAl..quiTe diFfereNt f0m hEre..jUs bc0z..gUmaWa kaMi ng kasaLanaN nu0n..8 isN’t rIght naH iLay0 niLa kaMi sa mGa fWeNdz naMin..huhuhu..haHayzzzzzzz..waLa naH riN kaMing maGagaWa..yEt..it’s n0T yEt finaL riN naMan..bUt maH paRenTs aRe pLanNing 2 bUy a l0T dEr/..4 us 2 LiVe..dEr…waT d **** ..hahayzz..eWan k0 baH sa mga pAreNts q..oVer pR0TectIvE..pew0..i d0 uNdErstaNd dIn naMan kUng mInsan..pEw0..d baH s0bRa naH aNg gaNit0?!..hahayzz..baHALA naH..wE triEd 2 chAnG diN naMan eh..baHaLA naH nGa cLa..

haHayz..i haTe maH LiFe n0w..maH gRades r riLy L0W..i’m sUch aN idi0t..feELing k0 baBagsaK aq naGay0n..i aM t0taLLy aFraid wd maH paRents bc0z aNg taAs nG eXpectaTi0ns niLa sa aKin..huhuh..i aM riLy a L0sEr..i d0n’t kn0w how to haNdLe this..i kn0w maY maLi diN aq..i’m s0 tiRed oF maH LiFe..oF sTudyiNg..eQuati0ns aNd aNaLyziNg sUch sTupid pr0bLems..i aM tiRed of d0s numBers,..nUmbErs daT I enc0UntEr eaCh daY..huhuh.mY LiFe s gEtting w0Rst..eAch daY..

kInda haTe maH LiFe n0w..i d0n’t kn0w how to s0lve ds..i kn0w..d nAh aq maKakabaWi paH..waT if..baBagsak taLaga aq??..wAt shaLL i d0??..huhuhuh..i’m n0t yEt rEady t0 fAce maH paRents..aT maKikinig sa mGa dsc0Uraging w0rds ng paRents k0..aNd i d0n’t kn0w..h0w wUd dEy rEat??>.bHALa naH..if baBagsaK aq..bahala nah talaga ang paNah0n..WHATEVER!!>>>huhuh

haHayzz..ds s maH firsT tIme daT i wUd bE cELebRatiNg ds daY wd sUm1..s0 i tReasUre ds m0mEnt wiTh him..i dEcided 2 mEet him..eVen f0r juSt a few minUtes..becaUse I haVe 2 giVe hiM s0mething as a reMembRance..he wasN’t a bLe 2 bUy mE a giFt kasI naGkpr0bLema xa..baSta..pew0..i d0 uNderStand him..ok Lng nMAn sa AkiN..as L0Ng as he s aT mY siDe..aHhmm..i gaVe hiM a braCELet aNd i d0 thINk..he LikEs it..aNd he pr0mised me dat hE wUd taKe gUd caRe of it..hahayzz..i sPent 1 h0ur wd him..2geDer wd maH sis..eVen f0r daT sh0rT tiMe..i reaLizEd..i riLy miSS hIm a L0t..aNd uNtiL n0w..i d0 haV feELings f0r him..oR sHALL i sAy..I STILL LOVE HIM..aHhhMMm..he didn’t chanGe..aNd i tHAnk hiM f0r dat..hE’s d bEst..he riLy maDe me sMiLe aT daT m0mEnt..i misSEd oUr tALKz..aNd oL…i misS aLm0sT aLL ab0UT him..i h0Pe he wUd n0t RiLy cHange..kaHit gaNit0 aNg siTwasy0n naMin..frEE naMan xa..eh..haHayzzz..basTa..i d0 h0pe..he wUd d0 taKe gUd caRe of hiMseLF..

haHayz..naKipaG bReak naH nga mE sa kaNya..bUt den aq naMan 2ng c gaga..pRang..d pAh mE naKapagm0ve.0n..i mEan 4 n0w..n0 1 cuD evEr rEPLace hiM paH..cgUr0…i wAnt 2 haVe hiM baK..pEr0..naTatak0t tAlaga aq eh..haHayz..cGur0..iF kaMi taLaga paRa sa iSa’t isa..kaHit an0nG gaWin ng paNah0n sa amIn..aY kaMi taLAga aNg maGkaTUL0yan..weLl’ gUd LuCk nAlNg sa LuVLife naMing daLAwa..pew0..i d0 h0Pe..we wUd bE g0od frieNds.. i rILy miSS hiM s000oooooo aNd i riLy LuV u p0h..huhuhuhuhuh…

mY rELAti0nshiP wiTh tHis gUy sEems s0 pErfEct bUt dEn jUst oNe niGht mY daD 2Ld mE 2 bReaK hiM up..it’s SeC0nD tiMe ar0uNd bUt ds tiMe..its m0Re seRi0us aN tRue..hahahyzz.. He’s my 1St sEri0Us bF..i riLy luV hiM aNd i tHink we haD ds saMe feELing..i LuV hiM 4 beIng him..oL ab0uT him, d wh0Le thiNg ab0uT him..hahayzz..bUt deN maH paRents isN’t n faV0r of hIm..dEy riLy th0UghT daT iF u r a PaRt oF a gaNg u r baD nd oL..maYbE dEy r baD wD dEr eNemiEs (oF c0uRse) bUt wHen iT cUms 2 rELati0nship..dEy riLy r sEri0us..hahyzz..mAh paRents r s0 uNfaiR..i aM aT d rIGht aGe 4 me 2 eNTer a rELati0nsHip..huhuhu..dEy caN’t uNdeRstaNd me..eVen iF i d0 haV a bF bUt dEn i AM m0Re c0nCernEd wD mY stUdiEs.. 2 maKe d wh0Le s2rY sH0rt..1 daY..i taLk 2 hiM..i 2Ld hiM d wH0Le s2ry..aNd we eNd uP cRyiNg..wE b0tH kn0w..i dNt waNna bReak hiM up..bUt wD my paRents..i haVe 2 d0 so0o0o0o..hahyzzz..bUt hE 2Ld me..hE wUd waIt 4 me..I 0n’T kn0w iF hE kEep daT pr0misE…bUt i kn0w..wHerevEr i g0..i wUd stiLL thInk oF him.. i wUd miSS d tImeS naH paRa kaMing mGa baTa aNd oL..naGtatAwanan,naGaasaAran, naGtaTakbuHan aT maRami paNg iBa..i wUd miz hiM ssssssss00000000000000000000000 mUUUUuuuuuccHHHH!!….